It's a funny thing attitude. Seems no way a little thing could make such a huge difference. Today, during a run through central park, I remembered my attitude, and with it came an intense sense of self. It is back. I am not gay. In fact, I may just be as straight as they come. I faced my demon, in a BIG way, and have come out the other side a stronger, more confident man. I am taking a job in NYC, and will be learning what it means to be on my own. I will also be training this next year in hopes of playing sports again next year. It could be something, it could be nothing. Either way, I am making it on my own, and that feels just great.
NYC baby, I'm here to be a part of it.
6 years ago